May 17, 2016

How Did He Grow?

If you are a grandparent, you will understand how deep my love is for my grandchildren. The love is so fierce, so deep, so much so, that I felt like I grew another heart just to hold all the love for each one of them. From the moment my children announced that I would become a NaNa again, my love was immediate! But the moment they enter the world, the love becomes so much more.

Grandchildren are a precious gift from God! They are His reward! 

Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. James 1:17

My first grandchild, Kelson, was born on April 9, 1998. Yes, he is now 18 years old, and getting ready to graduate from high school this week. Thursday, May 19, 2016, my grandson, Kelson Alan McClusky, will walk across the stage. His childhood is done. He is becoming a man. Here is what I want to know. How is this possible? Where did the time go? How did he grow up so quickly?  It seems like just yesterday I was rushing to the airport, boarding a plane to Oklahoma, frantic that I would miss his birth. And I did! By 30 minutes. But he was a healthy baby boy with blonde hair and gorgeous, big blue eyes! 

For the first 2 years of Kelson's life, my daughter and her husband lived in Oklahoma, and I only got to see him a few times a year. Talk about hard! I wanted him to be accessible every day! I wanted to be able to see him whenever I wanted. Finally, shortly after his second birthday, they moved back to Ohio! It was one of the happiest days of my life. From the moment they arrived, he became pretty much, Nana's boy!

By the time Kelson started school, he had a passion for skateboarding. He quickly became very talented on his skateboard, and basically had no fear! I remember several times holding my breath as I watched him swerve around on one of his many skateboards. Jumping ramps, riding rails, you name it, he done it. It is still his passion today. 

My heart is bitter-sweet! I am so proud of the man Kelson is growing to be, but yet, I want to hold back the hands of time. I want him to still be the little guy that only NaNa could rock to sleep at night. I want him to be the little boy that begged for me to take him to the skate park, or couldn't wait to go to Walmart to get a new pack of Pokemon cards, or a new Tek Dek miniature skateboard, (which he usually ended up getting both!) But wanting him to stay little is the selfish part of this NaNa's heart! 

My grandson has the kindest heart. He is such an amazing person. I can honestly tell you that I have never heard him say a bad word about anyone. He is so loving, caring, giving, and respectful. He is so appreciative of what anyone does for him. He radiates love! He is brave! Kelson will be joining the Navy shortly after graduation this summer. 

I will miss him so very much, but I am so proud of the man he is becoming. I know he will be successful and give us all so much more to be proud of. I am so excited to watch his life grow into something amazing! I love you Kelson Alan! With All My Heart! Always, Forever, and Unconditionally! Love, NaNa

Start children off the way they should go, and even when they are old they will not turn from it.
Proverbs 22:6 

I am linking up with Kate Motaung at Five Minute Friday, the prompt this week is: GROW


  1. This makes me happy and sad in my MiMi heart! So happy to see the lovely people our grandchildren (and children) grow into and yet sad that it goes by so quickly! Lovely post, Rachelle, Cindy

    1. Thank you Cindy. Yes, tomorrow will definitely be a bittersweet day. Time does go by so quickly. It seems like yesterday he was starting school.

  2. OK I'm drowning in tears!! This was so beautiful, what a beautiful tribute to your grandson and he is so blessed to have you. I love you my friend and I can't imagine what you are feeling right now. God bless you.

    1. Thank you my beautiful friend! I love you back! Yes, today is hard, but also happy! I am so excited to watch him grow from that awesome little guy into the amazing man he is becoming. ☺❤

  3. That is so beautiful. I can understand not being around. I never thought I could have room in my heart. I have always wanted to be a grandma. She calls me gamma. It makes me cry. I always thought it would never be a short version. I don't know if I will ever her her say grandma.
    Most think my love for my granddaughter is to much. I cry for happiness and my sadness as I am missing my sweet Evelyn rose. Almost 4 months old and only have seen her 4 times. Not even fb

    1. Oh sweet Christy! Thank you for your kind words. My heart and prayers are with you! I know your pain and the sadness you are carrying right now.